Seeing another surgeon

I was pleased with my original surgeon, though another thing could be said for the registered nurse with her long white coat(which is another story) who seemed a little on the not so bright side. She was a sweetheart however.

Turns out my surgeons schedule has changed and that he no longer operates on Thursdays.

So I'm going to go see a very well respected female surgeon whose schedule overlaps perfectly with mine.

Some of you might be wondering why I am going to go see someone when I can't afford the surgery in the first place.

So this is the deal. I don't have almost $7 000, just sitting around. I have a ton of other expenses but I have just decided to get a 0% apr credit card deal with chase and to swipe it. That's right, just swipe it.

I know its innapropriate to do thos right now but I have waited years to do this. Fact is, for the next 8 yrs I'm still gonna have this financial strain but I don't want to be an old cougar by the time I do this. I'll have other things to fix by then. Like a saggy butt, varicose and spider veins, wrinkles and cellulite.

Last night I walked around in my awesome gym pants that has the effect of spanx and my rice test boobs and that's when I realised I love my body. Some girls would kill to be my size and shape- as my husband says. (Isn't he the sweetest?) I felt in proportion, my waist looked beautiful and my butt pretended to be less jiggly for a moment.

I realised that I am human, imperfect and that there is nothing wrong with wanting to improve myself even if it means making a 2inch incision on my breasts to do so.

Working on my fitness

Let me tell you, as i was just DYING in midst of my cardio today i found motivation in keeping going by closing my eyes, imagining myself in fantastic shape on the beach doing "the baywatch run". It was so funny- it worked!

Realistic results

So my surgeon has assigned me to a website to help me understand what realistic expectations can be potentially via comparison to other woman who has similar looking breasts.

I couldn't find breasts that where very similar but so far this is all i got. Her stats are also very different from mine but I think it does help give a better idea.

Subject above has the following stats: :

Age: 32, white, 3 kids, none breastfed
Height: 5'3
Weight: 123
Size: I went from an A cup to a D cup
Implants: Mentor High Profile (HP)
Implant Fill: Saline, 380 cc's filled to 430 cc's
Implant Profile: High Profile
Implant Shape: Round
Implant Surface: Smooth
Implant Placement: Under the muscle
Incision: Crease (inframammary)


My profile:

Age: 23 caucasian, no kids
Height: 5'3.5"
Weight: 108
Size: 32B to small D
Implants: Mentor High Profile (HP)
Implant Fill: (potentially: Silicone) 400-425max
Implant Profile: High Profile
Implant Shape: Round
Implant Surface: Smooth