Thinking positive- or maybe not?

I still don't feel like I'm actually going through this.

Tomorrow this time I'll be crying: why did I do this to myself?

This all a little crazy. I've been preparing my hospital bag and even that has not really made things sink in yet.

I guess when I'm driving over tomorrow and they start drawing on me with a marker it will hit me.

I still need to go to the bank, grocery shop, pick up my prescription, do my hair and remove all nail polish and navigate MIL flight arrival.Did I forget to mention that I have to work late tonight? And get up early to leave at 6:15a? Gross. That's way too early for me. And fast! I'm a mid night snacker. Guess how much that is going to suck!

Poor me. And all is self inflicted. No pain- no gain!

I'll keep you guys posted as soon as I can touch my keypad!
And I'll be away from ISYN for a while. Since depression is a post surgery side effect in most cases I'll be keeping away from "the envious kind".