Starting from scratch - AGAIN

So after all the hassle to reschedule me at a certain prefered institution I am now back to square 1 again.

(I was booked on the wrong day and they had no other date to reschedule me too)

So now I am set up to go see Dr Paul Izenberg.

I called Pat who is covering for his surgery schedular today and she set me up for an appointment monday because they can't hold my prefered surgery date without a consult and deposit.

This time I am taking my husband with me. I have already done the fittings but I really want his opinion in terms of size. As I mentioned previously we where thinking 20mentor 400 cc's but that might change.

I have a feeling he is going to tell me they are going to be too big. And knowing him, he is going to obsess about my surgery for the next 4 weeks. I am most likely going to regret him coming but I rather have him know 110% what is going on as apposed to him wondering and bothering me with 100 questions!

Oh gosh I can just imagine the looks and expression of concern I will get when they are all swollen and the one is higher than the other during recovery. Maybe I should get him a recovery manual...

I don't want to jump the gun but if my consult goes well I'll be having surgery in less than 4 weeks. More like 25 days. Yikes!

How exciting and nerve wrecking. I don't really know how to feel about it.

Surgery is a big deal and I don't know how I will handle the recovery by any means. I have a feeling I won't be the tylenol girl, more the valium kind.I'm such a wuss.

The other thing is that I need to find someone to help me during the 1st 24-48h. My surgery will be at 7:30am which means I should be out midday at least- all depending on how well I can get off the anestesia. Hopefully my husband can be done with work early and take me home or I'll have to ask one of my girlfriends to drive me home and stay with me until he gets home. Then there is the next day during which I will need someone too. The rest of the time my husband will hopefully be home to help me.

His holiday starts 2 days after my surgery, I purposely wanted him to not be off those first couple of days because he only gets a week and I want to be "conscious" and able to enjoy some of it with him as apposed to him having to sit in the house all day with me during the worst part of it.