Seeing another surgeon

I was pleased with my original surgeon, though another thing could be said for the registered nurse with her long white coat(which is another story) who seemed a little on the not so bright side. She was a sweetheart however.

Turns out my surgeons schedule has changed and that he no longer operates on Thursdays.

So I'm going to go see a very well respected female surgeon whose schedule overlaps perfectly with mine.

Some of you might be wondering why I am going to go see someone when I can't afford the surgery in the first place.

So this is the deal. I don't have almost $7 000, just sitting around. I have a ton of other expenses but I have just decided to get a 0% apr credit card deal with chase and to swipe it. That's right, just swipe it.

I know its innapropriate to do thos right now but I have waited years to do this. Fact is, for the next 8 yrs I'm still gonna have this financial strain but I don't want to be an old cougar by the time I do this. I'll have other things to fix by then. Like a saggy butt, varicose and spider veins, wrinkles and cellulite.

Last night I walked around in my awesome gym pants that has the effect of spanx and my rice test boobs and that's when I realised I love my body. Some girls would kill to be my size and shape- as my husband says. (Isn't he the sweetest?) I felt in proportion, my waist looked beautiful and my butt pretended to be less jiggly for a moment.

I realised that I am human, imperfect and that there is nothing wrong with wanting to improve myself even if it means making a 2inch incision on my breasts to do so.