Counting down the months

Oh my gosh, am I exited or what! I feel like a 16 year old boy; all I can talk and think about is my breasts. I also dream about them over and over -almost every other night. 

Maybe that had something to do with the fact that I tried on every dress in my closet last night with 425 cc of "rice boobs" to see if my beloved dresses would still fit. Let me tell you, it was a tight fit!

It's so weird to think that in 4 months I'll be walking around with a completely different physique. 

One thing I have noticed with my rice test though is that it makes me look less skinny. Which is great. Less kid and more woman at last. It's just such a beautiful feeling for me. It makes me so excited.

Seriously, like once a week I parade around the house with my stuffed sports bra. It's so fun. On top of that- every time I purchase a nice item of clothing it's done with the intent of, will this fit in 5 months around my bust? So when I get home with pretty things I try it on immeadiately so that I can imagine the effect. 

The only current dilemma I have is- what size bathing suit should i get at victoria's secret? They have this awesome piece that I am terrified to lose out on. Should I just go ahead and get it? Im so tempted Im about to pull my hair out!