When bra's are hard to find...

I heard that it would be hard to find bra's in my size but geeze, I didn't expect it to be this hard.

All my VSecret gift cards are going to have to be put to online purchases I'm afraid. Apparently 32D is not a size they carry in any of their stores. Ugh.

What really annoyed me was that they are so desperate for sales that they even wanted to put me in a 34C as an alternative. How about, "no". I rather want a bra that fits perfectly!

So some disappointment later I went to Macy's and settled for some Calvin Klein bra's. I found the prettiest pink one. Plus did you know how comfortable a wireless, non-padded bra is? I only got 2 as I am concerned my size might go down with the swelling and I might as well get by with a couple for another few weeks or so.

Did I mention how great I am feeling today. I have hardly used any tylenol but I did however get tired in my arms after several hours of shopping.

I can't wait to see the "final" result.
xxx

Sleeping still sucks

Last night was a little tough. I still had some stabbing pains in my chest- which I hear is normal. I'm having it in my left implant side. The problem with sleeping is that I have found it to be hard because your body is still for so long so it feels as if the muscles are tightning up, so when you wake or move its just an awful feeling of pressure perssing down on you.

Last night was my first night without vicodin so maybe that made it a little harder too. I feel so much more refreshed and "conscious" today. I am also now only taking extra strength tylenol every 6hours. So I'm sleeping longer without having to wake. my next dose is as 10a.

My mood yesterday was irretated because I was just so uncomfortable. I must of had been awake for 3hours during the day. I was just soooo tired.

I am hoping to go see WallE today if I feel rested enough. I'm craving movie theater popcorn and something funny!

So I'm still in my PJ's, but here are some pictures that I took like 3 min after I woke. They are still a little rectangular in the shape between my breasts but that is normal. Do ou know what's nice? My tank top actually fits!

Ugh, it's time for a boob massage. Not the most fun activity at this point.

PS. I think they look pretty nice for 3 days post op. Especially if you consider how much more they will change over the next 6 weeks minimum.

MPP, i'm hoping for playboy boobies too!

Pain Pump free at last

My wonderful husband was kind enought to remove my pump tonight.

I was really nervous. The only discomfort was the tape being pulled off my skin.

So for the record, I could not even feel the slightest sensation of the pump tubing being removed. You won't believe how far in it was though! I only peeked once and my husband pulled out a good 10inches of tubing. Who knows how much it truly was! I just yelled: omg that is disgusting!

What was really nice was to be able to shower without a bag hanging around my neck.

I followed the shower by a looong massage- I haven't been massaging nearly enough. I did the exercise which I refered to in a previous post and then I just rubbed them with body butter nice and slowly. I think that helped with the ridiculous amount of itching from my skin being stretched. I tend to feel more itchiness when I remove my sportsbra.

I'm having partial sensations in my breasts- which I hope is a good sign.

Do you know what I hate most about my breasts right now? That my nipples look huge. Can't wait for them to calm down! Oh and that my boobs aren't "settled" enough yet.

Ok, I know its not even day 3 yet but I'm excited! My husband is like "all right, they are awesome!".

Good night guys, I'll take some more pictures soon to share the progress with you.

Does recovery ever end?

Have had better days. I got plenty of shut eye last night. Went to bed at 5p. Got up for an hour at 7p. Back to bed and got up at 8am. I did however get up to go sleep on the cough at 1am. A big improvement from the night before.

I went to salon vox this morning to have my hair washed and dryed. Not being a diva but you try and wash your own hair in my position- not so easy.

I took my last vicodin last night at 5am. Even though it helps for the discomfort its just not worth the feeling of yuckiness afterwards. Dizzy, slurring, nauseated etc. My sugeon said I should just do tylenol extra strength for now.

So then I discover I have a discharge sheet to read through (in looking for my dr number). Wish I had found it sooner! All kinds of useful info on there.

So I have to wear a sportsbra for 3months because we don't want the boobs the get droopy. We want them to remain perky but settled. No push up bra because that will hinder the pocket forming. I'm ok with that.

Massaging them sucks. I get so tired after touching them- I have to nap!

Oh and my pump is empty so I get to have my husband remove that tonight. Thank goodness. I less thing to worry about. Now I can shower in peace. Somewhat at least.

I'm sleepy. Talk later!

Gifts for me?

My dearest friend, lets call her Emily, came by today and gave me the cutest card with a Victoria Secret gift card inside. How sweet was that? Oh and how cani forget the large pirex of yummy brownies she brought me? That's what friends are for! She even bathed me :)

I think somewhere I might of had mentioned that www.cprs-aa.com where my surgeon is listed gave me a wonderful gift bag with all kids of goodies in them. As you can see by the photos, I got Glomoist lip treatment, body butter in citrus lavender form their glospa, an SPF product from Sun Smart and thermal spring wate for my face by Avene. What a lovely treat.

Oh and then there where the gorgeous flowers my husband got me.

I'm a princess for a week.... and it feels so good!

Post op day 1 pictures- NUDE

Now remember, they are still extremelly swollen and have to drop in the coming months. This in NOT how they will look. So judge later if you want. Saying something like "ew, they look weird you should never of had done it", makes no sense!
i'm very pleased and no bruising either! I just realised my nipples are 100% numb! What an odd feeling. BTW, it took me 10 min to pull the zipper up. SOOO tight. That's the first time i had that prob! hehe







Sorry, I originally wrote day 2 post op, I was clearly confused.

Now that I got some shut eye...

Guess what I was doing this morning at 5am. Making a pot of coffee, for my husband before he had to leave for work. Seriously, I so need to change this blogs name to confessions of a trophy wife like some sad sad human being once teased me. Not only is it true but it's funny. No really, I'm not trophy material. Just a wife who feels bad for her husbands 80h work schedule.

So, after brewing coffee, I made some turkey bacon and baked some biscuits for my Dr.and house guests. Dr came over for a few minutes. Put me in my new zip front bra and addressed some leaking of my pain pump on my left side. All we can do is gauze it, it will be out soon enough anyways.

He showed me some massage excersises. It was pretty painful. He was like, are you going to pass out? I was like, no, im ok it just hurts real bad. All it is, is me sitting up straight, stretching out my left arm and pushing the left boob up on the side and bottom until it has a push up bra look. Thats to help form the pockets better and help healing along. So you do it with both sides a couple of times a day. All i can say is it hurts like hell when you do that. phew.

MIL is going to go get some gauze for me at CVS in a minute. My girl friend is coming over and bringing me some Mcd's fries as a treat! yum. I'm going to ask her to do my make up. So that I feel decent.

The vicodin, which I took at 7ish, I need to go check when i took it exaclty, is making me feeling kind of out of it but it helps me sleep at least. Which i need. It feels like it helps for 3h, not 4. So everytime it's just that hour that I need to get through. I have to say, my spelling and grammar is so off! I don't reread my blog before I publish so when I go back later I see this weird sentence construction and typos like you wont believe. Im so sorry about that! Im feeling a bit out of it now. I'm going to go back to sleep.

I'm sleeping on the couch now because it's too hard in bed. I'm slightly sleeping to my right which is very comfy. I swear I passed out at 7:10 and woke at 8:50 when my husband called.

I'm going to go take some pics now and I'll post them in a few minutes.

OMG can't wait to go shower! i need it- gross! It's beena whole 28h!!!!!!

I lterally ate a pack of bacon today. All of it! And it's not even 10am yet! Atleast I have an appetite.